Wednesday, February 28, 2007
{ 3:21 AM }
i'm so so worried! mien..todya's lit test was not a single bit easy. i was hoping for a peom. in the end, a prose came out. anyways..i'm lousy at lit lar..but i like lit. i also dont understand why. hahaas. weird. i think i'm a freak. forever worrying about things. hahaas..ok. gotta start preparing for ct. gtg..
Monday, February 26, 2007
{ 6:35 AM }
seriously i'm very tired right now. there are like many things that are going to happen-ct, piano exam and swimming exam. and guess what? as i've always said, my piano exam is right after my physics ct! men..rush there straight after my physics. ok. i'm not going to waste my life away. do something!!! i must do something. today is a long day. a long long day. well, my partner is back! yay~ simin is back! so there's someone to accompany me(: our school ended at about 1615. sam and i waited for bi to walk out together. but in the end sam walked the other direction. aw. we left school at about 1645 i think..i know it's quite late. i reached home at about 1745, so i decided to do things quickly. i took a bathe and came out at about 1800. blew my hair and stuff..and then sat down to practice my piano. i didnt rest you know? ok. i practiced it for aobut half an hour or so and went to do my a maths. i tell you..a maths is quite difficult now. right now. but i'm going to get an A. an A you see. hahaas. at 1900 i had tuition and the tuition ended very abruptly! because of my piano lesson. all these thanks to my stupid mother. arranged piano lesson at about 2100..ah! then i was super tired..so i became extremely dreamy..like i was lifeless. ah! thank god this is only one day..if not..i'll just die after surviving a few days like this.
i thank god for whatever that happened today. and and and..i like guys who look good and smart when wearing those silver metal watches(:
Sunday, February 25, 2007
{ 5:27 AM }
i'm very angry at this point of time. i'm very very angry!!!! how i wished i was at the beach, then i can shout out load and get rid of that anger within me. you see..just know i wanted to change my piano lesson to some other day because i'm having my tuition tomorrow. then guess what? my teacher kept on saying that she's not free, she's cant this, she cant that. ok. i couldnt do anything, so i got my mum to talk to her. and guess what? my mum suggested that she come after my tuition, like about 9? i mean..that's crazy! like after a long day at school i dont get any rest. instead i'll have to continue with my all tired body, mind and soul. who's fault is this? it can be you, you and you, but it's definitely not mine! but why am i-the innocent party-doing the rubbish? i was so angry that i almost cry. you know..sometimes when you are very very very very extremely angry, you cry? yea. that's the feeling i had just know. piano lessons are giving me hell lot of problems. sigh..and my chest feels so tight now. everytime when i get angry, my chest will feel tight and stuffy..i also dont understand why. GRRRRRRRRR!!!!! i'm tired..really tired. will someone free this poor exhausted soul of mine? yes..i know. i got to learn to take things easy..but i cant. it's easier said than done you understand? ahhhhh! i tell you..i'm going to break down soon.
Friday, February 23, 2007
{ 5:54 AM }
my my..my algebra is SUPER lousy! suxy man. mien..ever since i did differentiation, i found out about this..sigh. now i'm trying to do some practices. these few days simin didnt come school..life's so boring without her. hahaas..i moved to sit with kaying. and lessons are no longer boring..sitting alone can cause a person to died. today we had a maths test. differentiation. ha. i managed to finish everything up..but the bonus question i only finished one, because i was spending my time, checking on the answers. i'm scared..i'm really very scared. i'm afraid i'll just fail a maths all over again. i promised not to fail any test this year..but..all the results waiting to show itself..it's really scary. let me see..there's ss, egeog(mien..combine humans), e maths, a maths(2 some more). ahhh! why is sec 4 life so short???
Friday, February 16, 2007
{ 6:01 AM }
this morning we had chinese new year cum total defence celebration. total defence was first, followed by chinese new year. first thing they didnt when we were all sitted in the hall was close all the doors and off all the lights and they started playing those sad sad videos to remind us on the japanese occupation. the worse part is the music. it made everything so sad! my tears almost come out..cant believe it! forget it. after this was a little break. the break was little, but the "break" after the break was long. after the break, we were made to sit down for the chinese new year celebration but after we were sitted, we were made to sit there and do nothing. just sit there properly and wait for the programme to start. it was so hot there! especially when you are sitting upstairs. after quite a long time, the programme finally started with the lion dance. after the lion dance they had this short video on the principal, vice-principal and some teachers giving new year greetings. when mr lo was about to start his speech, simin they all came back. i wanted to go to the toilet to slack, so i got simin to accompany me. we slacked from the toilet to the classroom because i wanted to get my textbook. after getting my textbook we sat in the classroom because the hall was too hot. staying in the classroom where there's fan can be one of the most enjoyable thing(: after the celebration, we walked out to take bus 16. woa..there was like so many people everywhere..because the school just ended. we managed to reach there just in time to catch the bus. the bus was stuffy also..and i felt rather giddy. i dont understand why i keep having those type of feelings nowadays..we went to get the tickets straight away after reaching cine. and i think i've contracted the "eddie murphy AND eddie murphy" disease. the very funny part is the AND. why cant they say..starring eddie murphy only? why must add the AND eddie murphy? *note: AND is exaggerated* i know! because the first eddie murphy is the thin man and the second eddie murphy is the fat woman. hahaas..so for the whole day..there was this joke. after getting the tickets, we went to eat at the steak house. we waited for quite a period of time before our foods were served, but we still finished it up before going into the cinema. we were a bit late and when we reached there, the movie had started. okies..i forgot to mention that we watched epic movie. the movie was super lame! and very entertaining. this is like the second funniest movie i've ever seen..maybe i dont watch a lot of funny movie..the first one was scary movie 4. but seriously, i dont understand why it is not nc16..why is norbit nc16????!!!!! i want to watch it..but then, i've got to wait like two months..epic movie was short. it ended very fast. but after the credits, there was the continuation. after three rounds of credits did the movie finally ended. we sat there even after everyone left because they say there is still somemore. after the movie we window shopped. actually me and simin wanted to go to borders..but cel and bi they all say must walk very far..so in the end we went to hereen instead. very boring. the three of them went to hmv while the both of us went to action city. then they called us to go and watch them play xbox-.-" hahaas..but i was drained of my energy..must have laughed too much. about the eddie murphy AND eddie murphy and the epic movie..i'm tired but happy now(: ah! i think there is some misunderstanding..but i'm not going to clear it because it wont afeect me that much anyways..heheex. we'll be having a LONG LONG holiday(:
Monday, February 12, 2007
{ 5:35 AM }
sometimes i just feel like running away. i want to go somewhere where nobody knows me and just start a new life. i know this is not facing the fact..but i really cant help it. there is this urge. recently there have been loads of tests going on..and i'm rather pressurised. ahhh!!! theodora, you must hang on! today suppose to change seats, but the few of us didnt change. but the only teacher who found was huang lao shi. hahaas..but in the end, we begged mrs yeo to spare us. thank you! she's so understanding! tml got egeog test. got to go study le! jia yous!
Friday, February 09, 2007
{ 6:32 AM }
today's the release of o level result. from morning to about 2 i was like worrying. had a maths test this morning..i think i'm going to screw that up man..because when i saw the questions, my mind went blank! oh well..i cant do binomial..the expanding is giving me stars..hahaas..we'll be changing out seats soon. man. i dont want. and guess what? i'll be sitting in front! hahaas..sam and me also dont want to sit there..but they insisted we sit there. i hate
!@#$%^&*()_+ hahaas..nevermind. i am going to work super hard this year. super! by 2 we were sitted in the grand audi, waiting for our results. i was like worried dead. i was on the verge of crying..then the mr lo went on to talk about out 06 sec 4s performance. they were good! distinctions increased especially english and combine humanitites..and e lit was good also. we all clapped when he talked about e lit..because we were told that some stupid characters like the old woman and mr brown came out. congratulations(: then when he ended his so called speech, we all got so excited. we kept asking mrs yeo if she could give out the slips..so when she confirmed that they can give out the results slips, she called us out into the foyer and gave it out one by one according to the o levels arrangment. i was the second last..then a lot of people got their results already..left me..i was so so so worried..because i saw a lot of As..besides, this will determine if i can continue taking higher chinese. i dont want to reveal my results..it's over anyways..i'm going to work hard!!!
Thursday, February 08, 2007
{ 5:35 AM }
today's thursday..i love thursdays. i mean the morning part. but as it get deeper into the night, i'll start to worry and then dread. hahaas..lalala~ i'm in a good mood today(: hahaas..actually not really. because of the chem test. almost didnt make that mistake, and for the titration results also. i feel so dumb! ha. there have been loads of tests nowadays. like school just reopened and then the test pai2 shan1 dao2 hai3 come..hahaas..and tomorrow is the day o level results will be released! i'm super worried plus scared..i dont wanna drop HCL! i dont know what to say le lar..but the past few days got quite a bit of pms..schooling days have been monotonous right from the beginning of the year..